tiba-tiba teringat cerita manis dulu kala.
betapa keadaan telah berubah, betapa mereka juga telah berubah.
betapa parah hati dicalar cela, betapa sakit mendengar dusta dijaja,
betapa perit memendam rasa. :')
mungkin ini ujian tanda kasih DIA pada aku yang sesungguhnya kurang segala.
huhh.
payahnya mahu terima dan redha. apa pun,
terima kasih Allah.
Monday, 19 March 2012
end of DeePeeAaaa!
this 'miserable holiday' will end soon.
31st march is the exact date. *big grin*
cant wait to receive the letter, cant wait to feel the adrenaline on that day.
cant wait to start working and rocking the new place (or old place,nevermind.i'll always rock). hehee.
meanwhile until the day comes, i'll enjoy this place as much as i can.
i wont miss this six months period.
i will miss the friendship.
i will miss the experience.
i will miss the OBS.
i will miss the Wataniah.
i will miss the 'Grease 'English Night.
i will miss the 'Damai Yang Hilang' : Protocol Night.
:) i'll treasure the moments forever.
31st march is the exact date. *big grin*
cant wait to receive the letter, cant wait to feel the adrenaline on that day.
cant wait to start working and rocking the new place (or old place,nevermind.i'll always rock). hehee.
meanwhile until the day comes, i'll enjoy this place as much as i can.
i wont miss this six months period.
i will miss the friendship.
i will miss the experience.
i will miss the OBS.
i will miss the Wataniah.
i will miss the 'Grease 'English Night.
i will miss the 'Damai Yang Hilang' : Protocol Night.
:) i'll treasure the moments forever.
Tuesday, 13 March 2012
NO water tomorrow! :O
OMG, i just happened to know about this problem two days ago when i read it on the notice boards here. i admitted to ignore it because through my experience in hometown (sobss, i miss my hometown!), water supply cut news has never been an issue. radio told us to save water,blah blah blah and the next day nothing happened. worst case, the water supply stop for few hours then it back to normal. i know some people who knows me will yelled at me and says "but sophea keisha, you have been staying here since three years ago!!" LOL yes i did and alhamdulillah, during this three amazing years i never experienced this water supply cut problem.
OK so now thinking of another 36 hours of no water supply, i am clueless. 36 hours man!
my room mate and i only have one pail each. so what we did just now, we filled the water into both pails and praying that they will be enough for us until tomorrow noon. my alexandro said he will try to send us another buckets tomorrow (with water). insyaallah.
oh yea, are you affected? from what i read online, almost 1 million households around Kuala Lumpur and Selangor will be affected during this three days. my alexandro is lucky though, even he's somewhere in Gombak but the area is safe from water cut. while me spesifically mentioned in news--Bukit Kiara : affected, no water for three days!! *emo*
well for those who are still clueless whether your areas are affected or not with this so-called Syabas maintenance and upgrading work, i hope this article can help you ---> The Star
oh you know what, we skipped our dinner. huhuu just in case. two buckets of water until tomorrow noon man! a shee-shee can still tahan, but the poo-poo one is unbearable okayy! Grrrr...
OK so now thinking of another 36 hours of no water supply, i am clueless. 36 hours man!
my room mate and i only have one pail each. so what we did just now, we filled the water into both pails and praying that they will be enough for us until tomorrow noon. my alexandro said he will try to send us another buckets tomorrow (with water). insyaallah.
oh yea, are you affected? from what i read online, almost 1 million households around Kuala Lumpur and Selangor will be affected during this three days. my alexandro is lucky though, even he's somewhere in Gombak but the area is safe from water cut. while me spesifically mentioned in news--Bukit Kiara : affected, no water for three days!! *emo*
well for those who are still clueless whether your areas are affected or not with this so-called Syabas maintenance and upgrading work, i hope this article can help you ---> The Star
oh you know what, we skipped our dinner. huhuu just in case. two buckets of water until tomorrow noon man! a shee-shee can still tahan, but the poo-poo one is unbearable okayy! Grrrr...
Monday, 12 March 2012
one of the things that can makes me orgasm
for those who are hoping to see naked guys or girls, a dick or anything relates with it, i am sorry because i wrote metaphor.
guys, call me nerdy or minah skema but i just love books. i mean real love, man. i can spend the whole day with books but i dont think i can do the same with you guys. LOL that's the best comparison i can tell you to describe how much i love books.
when i was a kid, my parents always took my cousin and relatives unused books for us to read. just a little story to share, my dad was just a general worker in an army camp and my mom works as a full time housewife. i remembered my dad went out for work as early as 4.00 am and came back home late, sometimes we felt asleep waiting for him. but alhamdulillah, since he has retired three years ago, he seems to enjoy his pension monthly and free time doing volunteer works.
so yeah, my parents did not buy me books every week but i always borrowed books from library and friends. i must admit, there are books which i love so much that i never returned to the library. haihh, sometimes love teaches us to be greedy. ok takde kaitan. hehe dont look me that way, i was only a child that time and those books has been gone with a big flood at my hometown years ago.
one of my dream since i was a kid is to have a library in our home. until now, it remained as a dream. i have lots of books. my books consists of novels, magazines, dictionaries, etc. i have been a TIME Magazine and Reader's Digest subscriber for two years until now. all those magazines now are piled up in my small room waiting for me to organize them while i get a new house. yes, i am moving out from the house i stay in now.
i told you guys, this is a dream. please bear with me because i just love books! these are some of the super duper handsome bookshelves that make me orgasm, repeatedly! :D
guys, call me nerdy or minah skema but i just love books. i mean real love, man. i can spend the whole day with books but i dont think i can do the same with you guys. LOL that's the best comparison i can tell you to describe how much i love books.
when i was a kid, my parents always took my cousin and relatives unused books for us to read. just a little story to share, my dad was just a general worker in an army camp and my mom works as a full time housewife. i remembered my dad went out for work as early as 4.00 am and came back home late, sometimes we felt asleep waiting for him. but alhamdulillah, since he has retired three years ago, he seems to enjoy his pension monthly and free time doing volunteer works.
so yeah, my parents did not buy me books every week but i always borrowed books from library and friends. i must admit, there are books which i love so much that i never returned to the library. haihh, sometimes love teaches us to be greedy. ok takde kaitan. hehe dont look me that way, i was only a child that time and those books has been gone with a big flood at my hometown years ago.
one of my dream since i was a kid is to have a library in our home. until now, it remained as a dream. i have lots of books. my books consists of novels, magazines, dictionaries, etc. i have been a TIME Magazine and Reader's Digest subscriber for two years until now. all those magazines now are piled up in my small room waiting for me to organize them while i get a new house. yes, i am moving out from the house i stay in now.
i told you guys, this is a dream. please bear with me because i just love books! these are some of the super duper handsome bookshelves that make me orgasm, repeatedly! :D
a double storey library at home? *faint*
i know, awesome rite?!
ohhh i love this!! cuddling with books and loved ones, how romantic it will be!
creative aite? space savvy!
ngeeeeeee!!!! i want this!
last but not least, a very short message to my future husband. :)
thank you mr. husband to be!!
all photos are taken from my new favourite website The Pinterest. check it out guys! :)
all photos are taken from my new favourite website The Pinterest. check it out guys! :)
Saturday, 17 September 2011
siapa Faliq Fahmie?
if you're a Twitter freak like me, definitely you will know this Faliq Fahmie issue. until today, it's been four days since #FaliqFahmie become a trending which has brought lots of curiousity of who the hell is Faliq Fahmie?? a Malaysian actor ke? or is he the guy yang pecahkan dara blogger yang berumur 14 tahun (juga pernah jadi trending satu masa dulu)? Hahahaha!
honestly, even before this guy become trending pun SK selalu baca timeline dia. kebanyakan masanya sebab SK selalu baca the RT tweet from @karrotgold and @obefiend. at that time, i think Faliq Fahmie nie must be a great person to hang out with, sweet talker with a brain i must say but i did not follow him. why? because i dont see him in twitter as in his blogspot. i dont know why but i guess i nak stalk him via @karrotgold je lahh.
until one day, i noticed @karrotgold keep on updating his timeline with #FaliqFahmie, dengan niat nak menganjeng of course but surprisingly it became a virus and it's spread!! i couldnt stop laughing reading all those tweets of #FaliqFahmie until i decided to follow @FaliqFahmie, just to make sure i did not miss all his replies to those hillarious fellas. sumpah SK sangat jeles nak mati to see their friendship there. and yeah, Faliq replied all those tweets like cool, sweet and gila vavis kelakar jugak! i think tweets from @karrotgold are the most naughty and sweet one but yeah,thats why even the superb gorgeous @mariafarida mentioned him as sweet. OMG i AM a stalker kann!!? :p
okayy, when suddenly Faliq Fahmie become a trending, muncul lah those haters' tweets yang sangatlah kejam dan judgemental. it's like even i as a stalker pun tak kenal this guy, tetiba kau sukahatimakbapakkau cakap "#FaliqFahmie gay", "#FaliqFahmie bajet hensem", i was like..kesiaaan kott mamat tuu! ada banyak lagi tweets haters yang sangat menyakitkan hati bila baca tapi SK memang respect abislah kat Faliq Fahmie sebab SK rasa, cara dia reply to those haters buatkan makin ramai orang hashtag nama dia di timeline masing-masing, makin ramai orang klik untuk jadi follower dia. sehingga saat entry ini ditulis, followers dia da 10, 512 orang okaayyy dan dia BUKAN artis! no wonder even @OfficialKimora mentioned him as a definition of fabulousity!! Kau adee!???
so to Faliq Fahmie, no worries of the haters okay. terus jadi diri sendiri dan maintain lah your avatar tue LOL. and yes to the haters, teruskanlah korang menjeles dan mencaci maki, sebab nak nasihat lebih-lebih pun tak guna sebab masing-masing da besar ehehehe..i just think you're pathetic, maybe kurang kasih sayang agaknya.
erm ermm just to mention here, @FaliqFahmie follow i tawuuuu!! ok tu je,bye! :p
honestly, even before this guy become trending pun SK selalu baca timeline dia. kebanyakan masanya sebab SK selalu baca the RT tweet from @karrotgold and @obefiend. at that time, i think Faliq Fahmie nie must be a great person to hang out with, sweet talker with a brain i must say but i did not follow him. why? because i dont see him in twitter as in his blogspot. i dont know why but i guess i nak stalk him via @karrotgold je lahh.
until one day, i noticed @karrotgold keep on updating his timeline with #FaliqFahmie, dengan niat nak menganjeng of course but surprisingly it became a virus and it's spread!! i couldnt stop laughing reading all those tweets of #FaliqFahmie until i decided to follow @FaliqFahmie, just to make sure i did not miss all his replies to those hillarious fellas. sumpah SK sangat jeles nak mati to see their friendship there. and yeah, Faliq replied all those tweets like cool, sweet and gila vavis kelakar jugak! i think tweets from @karrotgold are the most naughty and sweet one but yeah,thats why even the superb gorgeous @mariafarida mentioned him as sweet. OMG i AM a stalker kann!!? :p
okayy, when suddenly Faliq Fahmie become a trending, muncul lah those haters' tweets yang sangatlah kejam dan judgemental. it's like even i as a stalker pun tak kenal this guy, tetiba kau sukahatimakbapakkau cakap "#FaliqFahmie gay", "#FaliqFahmie bajet hensem", i was like..kesiaaan kott mamat tuu! ada banyak lagi tweets haters yang sangat menyakitkan hati bila baca tapi SK memang respect abislah kat Faliq Fahmie sebab SK rasa, cara dia reply to those haters buatkan makin ramai orang hashtag nama dia di timeline masing-masing, makin ramai orang klik untuk jadi follower dia. sehingga saat entry ini ditulis, followers dia da 10, 512 orang okaayyy dan dia BUKAN artis! no wonder even @OfficialKimora mentioned him as a definition of fabulousity!! Kau adee!???
so to Faliq Fahmie, no worries of the haters okay. terus jadi diri sendiri dan maintain lah your avatar tue LOL. and yes to the haters, teruskanlah korang menjeles dan mencaci maki, sebab nak nasihat lebih-lebih pun tak guna sebab masing-masing da besar ehehehe..i just think you're pathetic, maybe kurang kasih sayang agaknya.
erm ermm just to mention here, @FaliqFahmie follow i tawuuuu!! ok tu je,bye! :p
Friday, 16 September 2011
Malaysia Day with Nasi Lemak 2.0 and Broken English
yes i know my english is bad. i dont have enough vocabulary and my english grammar is just suck. yes yes i knew it. but does it stop me to keep writing entries in english? so far no. i will write entries in whatever language i want because i want to. does it stop me for updating facebook and twitter in english? absolutely no.
:) i am learning and since we are in the internet space where everyone can talk/write anything we want, i dont mind if anyone of you who come across with this blog and feeling sick reading my bad english here to drop comments, let me know all the silly grammar or spelling mistakes. but please dont ask me to stop writing english because i wont.
i am malay and i'm proud of it. nobody can argue that. but i usually become more proud and have a bit of goosebumps everytime i introduce myself to foreigners that i am malaysian. i have few indonesian friends who are Buddhist and Muslim but i love the fact that they are all speak Bahasa Indonesia fluently. it's like our Chinese Kelantanese in Malaysia. like one of my friend back in campus, Pei Wen. i cant pretend not to look at her everytime she spoke in class because she got very fluent Kelantanese accent. Hehehe very cute i must say! She even proudly said that she feels safe and calm with the current state administration by Tok Guru Nik Aziz. :) definitely something to be think about, am i right?
please bear in mind, i dont intend to speak politic here. i think politic dramas in the country now playing a major part to separate us as a Malaysian. it is irony right? thats why, despite of everything i read in newspapers and watched in television, i dont judge. i will always look back in reality life surrounds me. i have lots of non-Malay good friends, i have Malay friends who marry with a non Muslim friends. it's like despite of all the differences we have, does this marriage cant give you a logic thinking that actually everything can be sorted off?
last weekend three of us (A, F, and me) watched Nasi Lemak 2.0 movie. i'm the one who bought the tickets so i'm the one who chose to watch the movie instead of Hantu Bonceng (watched it!), The Smurfs (i'll watch it this weekend) and Karipap-Karipap Cinta (errrr..). what shall i say about the movie? Hahaha i think Nasi Lemak 2.0 is the most sarcastic Malaysian movie i ever watched besides Mamat Khalid's Zombi Kampung Pisang. with Adibah Noor, Afdlin Shauki and Namawee in the movie, it was definitely a funny movie with a huge message to tell.
but sarcasm is not something that everyone can digest. i think half of the audience in the hall dont get the message, even A and F. they are laughing of the jokes but they did not understand the underlayer meaning of the silly dialogue. but i think Nasi Lemak 2.0 is another good trial from a Malaysian who wants to highlight our daily issues among other races, in a lighter and funny ways. Namawee, you just need to polish more on your script, then i think you can create another similar movies.
Selamat Hari Malaysia, Malaysia. Sebarkan cinta, jauhkan sengketa.
p/s : this is a scheduled post. ;)
:) i am learning and since we are in the internet space where everyone can talk/write anything we want, i dont mind if anyone of you who come across with this blog and feeling sick reading my bad english here to drop comments, let me know all the silly grammar or spelling mistakes. but please dont ask me to stop writing english because i wont.
i am malay and i'm proud of it. nobody can argue that. but i usually become more proud and have a bit of goosebumps everytime i introduce myself to foreigners that i am malaysian. i have few indonesian friends who are Buddhist and Muslim but i love the fact that they are all speak Bahasa Indonesia fluently. it's like our Chinese Kelantanese in Malaysia. like one of my friend back in campus, Pei Wen. i cant pretend not to look at her everytime she spoke in class because she got very fluent Kelantanese accent. Hehehe very cute i must say! She even proudly said that she feels safe and calm with the current state administration by Tok Guru Nik Aziz. :) definitely something to be think about, am i right?
please bear in mind, i dont intend to speak politic here. i think politic dramas in the country now playing a major part to separate us as a Malaysian. it is irony right? thats why, despite of everything i read in newspapers and watched in television, i dont judge. i will always look back in reality life surrounds me. i have lots of non-Malay good friends, i have Malay friends who marry with a non Muslim friends. it's like despite of all the differences we have, does this marriage cant give you a logic thinking that actually everything can be sorted off?
last weekend three of us (A, F, and me) watched Nasi Lemak 2.0 movie. i'm the one who bought the tickets so i'm the one who chose to watch the movie instead of Hantu Bonceng (watched it!), The Smurfs (i'll watch it this weekend) and Karipap-Karipap Cinta (errrr..). what shall i say about the movie? Hahaha i think Nasi Lemak 2.0 is the most sarcastic Malaysian movie i ever watched besides Mamat Khalid's Zombi Kampung Pisang. with Adibah Noor, Afdlin Shauki and Namawee in the movie, it was definitely a funny movie with a huge message to tell.
but sarcasm is not something that everyone can digest. i think half of the audience in the hall dont get the message, even A and F. they are laughing of the jokes but they did not understand the underlayer meaning of the silly dialogue. but i think Nasi Lemak 2.0 is another good trial from a Malaysian who wants to highlight our daily issues among other races, in a lighter and funny ways. Namawee, you just need to polish more on your script, then i think you can create another similar movies.
Selamat Hari Malaysia, Malaysia. Sebarkan cinta, jauhkan sengketa.
p/s : this is a scheduled post. ;)
Thursday, 15 September 2011
a favourite stranger
i wrote the entry last night, in my handphone spontaneously. this is exactly an unnecessary entry but i do feel to post it here and hoping i will read it with a broad smile in the next few years. this is part of me learning life.
tonight, i am spending hours at my room balcony, searching for a star in the dark sky (which sadly there's none) with Yuna-Deeper Conversation keep repeating in my handphone.
"is your favourite colour blue?
do you always tell the truth?
do you believe in outer space?"
*sigh*
dear stranger,
only you can make deeper conversation with me. maybe deeper is not the exact word, i dont know. but i never feel how i feel towards our conversation when i have kind of same conversation with others, include my loved ones. it's like i could tell you everything yet i still feel safe here. i love the feeling i love it when i can always put my guard down with you and i dont have to worry how would it sound. i love to listen all your stories of your hopes, fears, dreams, everything deep inside you. i love it when i dont have to think whether all the stories are lies or not because it does not matter in this relationship (if we can call this as a relationship).
i love how you always made me feel that you are comfortable with my presence as a stranger.
like our usual joke, yes u did it well stranger. :)
and now, i wonder if there's anything would make a difference to the current situation and emotion? is it a meet up? i must say that i'm scared to think that i might not have this deeper conversation anymore with you once we meet up in a real world, the outer space from here. all this while i am learning you with your writing. i gave you my thoughts and emotion with words too. what will happen if we try for an actual conversation which involves eyes, facial expression, patting shoulder and physical impression? will i ever still be your favourite stranger in that other cruel outer space?
i wonder.
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tonight, i am spending hours at my room balcony, searching for a star in the dark sky (which sadly there's none) with Yuna-Deeper Conversation keep repeating in my handphone.
"is your favourite colour blue?
do you always tell the truth?
do you believe in outer space?"
*sigh*
dear stranger,
only you can make deeper conversation with me. maybe deeper is not the exact word, i dont know. but i never feel how i feel towards our conversation when i have kind of same conversation with others, include my loved ones. it's like i could tell you everything yet i still feel safe here. i love the feeling i love it when i can always put my guard down with you and i dont have to worry how would it sound. i love to listen all your stories of your hopes, fears, dreams, everything deep inside you. i love it when i dont have to think whether all the stories are lies or not because it does not matter in this relationship (if we can call this as a relationship).
i love how you always made me feel that you are comfortable with my presence as a stranger.
like our usual joke, yes u did it well stranger. :)
and now, i wonder if there's anything would make a difference to the current situation and emotion? is it a meet up? i must say that i'm scared to think that i might not have this deeper conversation anymore with you once we meet up in a real world, the outer space from here. all this while i am learning you with your writing. i gave you my thoughts and emotion with words too. what will happen if we try for an actual conversation which involves eyes, facial expression, patting shoulder and physical impression? will i ever still be your favourite stranger in that other cruel outer space?
i wonder.
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